☆ 4/27/25, 8:11 PM ☆

"the only queers in oxford"
feeling: free, motivated
listening to: courtship

hello, everynyan! wow...first entry...this is kind of scary not gonna lie. i feel like since i'm putting this out onto the web i need to be glamorous and interesting. but i'm just a lazy midwestern creature with kind of nothing going on. i've tried to keep pinterest diaries but i've never been great at sticking with it. maybe instead of making it daily, i'll only write when i really feel it. yk...so i don't totally lose motivation.
anyways! today was really great! i spent the day with my partner (...oh god...i'm probably gonna have to come up with code names ughhh or does it not matter. eh.) and our friends rui and v. we had to drive up to rui's campus about 40 minutes out to pick her up. we went to this really great ramen place with super crispy, savory gyoza (˶‾᷄ ⁻̫ ‾᷅˵) and then traveled a little bit to get to some vintage stores and such. we went into this vintage shop with a bunch of random shit thrown everywhere and it was awesome. i left with some beanie babies, jewelry, and a little porcelain doll who looks totally haunted and so angry at me and i love her so much. the string holding her arms in is too loose and her arms don't sit right, so i feel like i need to fix her and give her a reason to not have such an angry expression.
then we went to a clothing store that didn't have too much that interested me but bf found some work shorts for like $5. thank god they were cheap, otherwise he wouldn't have gotten them and i would've been sad because he looked so sexy in them ughhh. so then rui had us go get cookies (they were delightful) and after that we went to our main destination for the day. there's this path down the road a little bit that's behind a bunch of these houses and backyards and it was maybe the most beautiful woods enterance ever. it took us a while to find the cliff we were looking for, but once we found it, it was so worth it. i've never been so high up like that before. we threw those little twirly helicopter things off the cliff before going back down to play around in the creek. just doing bullshit. looking at fish and other creatures (we found a snake), seeing what we could find on the ground (tons of fossils and bones), and just chatting while jumping on the rocks and playing in the sand. on our way back, our friends led us on a journey to find the spot where they fucked in the woods LMFAOafter that, we dropped rui off so she could go to work and went to v's house so she could help me with my pc build! bf and i went home and he watched tv with his mom while i worked on my site! it was a really nice day. after a day spent out in the nature i always feel so motivated and blessed. ahh the world is so beautifullll. and yet...here i am on my puter.. (-‿-") oh well! im an outdoor cat :,,D